Our take
The setup
A woman who secretly failed as a saint enters a loveless contract marriage with a border count. He comes to accept her as the true saint, but her sense of safety cracks when word arrives that another saint is coming.
Why read it
For fans of
At the center of this story is a woman who was discarded as a failed saint and who now lives under a secret she cannot afford to let slip. She enters a marriage with a border count that is meant to be nothing more than a formal arrangement, without affection on either side. The premise sets up a quiet, simmering tension from the start: one wrong word, one slip of the truth, and everything she has built could collapse.
What makes the setup compelling is the way the count's attitude toward her begins to shift. He comes to recognize her as the true saint, which changes the emotional balance between them even though neither has admitted to wanting more than the contract allows. Readers who enjoy relationships that move from distance to genuine closeness, without either person saying so directly, will find that slow turn satisfying.
The arrival of news that another saint is coming throws the heroine's fragile peace into disarray. She realizes she may not be the one who is truly chosen or wanted, and that fear drives her to try to turn her marriage into something real. When she is turned away in that attempt, the emotional stakes rise sharply, and the story pivots toward uncertainty about where she stands and what she will do next.
This is a serious, emotionally driven fantasy romance built around a heroine who endures quietly and a count whose true feelings stay hidden until pressure forces them out. Readers drawn to stories of marriages that begin as arrangements and slowly become charged with real feeling, and to heroines who keep moving forward despite being underestimated, will find much to connect with here. The tension between what is said and what is felt gives the story its pull, right through to the unsettling news that closes out this stretch of the story.
2 volumes in print / Volume 1 to the latest
Official synopsis
There is no place for a useless saint, is there? Hiding the fact that she is a 'discarded saint,' Mia enters into a loveless contract marriage with Gilbert, a margrave. She thought it would be the end if her secret were discovered, but he acknowledged Mia as the 'true saint.' However, upon learning that a new saint is coming, Mia realizes something: she is not the one who will be 'chosen.' In her desperation, she tries to become a true wife, but he rejects her. The next morning, the report of Mia's disappearance reaches Gilbert... A gripping and serious love fantasy about a discarded, devoted saint and a margrave with his own hidden motives and deep obsession. [This is the collected volume version of the episodic release 'Even If I Am an Unloved Saint'.] [Contents] 'Even If I Am an Unloved Saint' Episodes 6-10, and a new manga chapter drawn for this volume.
Official synopsis
This act is only for the sake of fulfilling the marriage contract. And yet... Mia, born as a commoner, worked hard as a saint in the royal palace, spending her days oppressed by her fiancé, the second prince, and noble saints. Finally, she broke the magical organ essential for healing magic, was driven out of the royal palace because 'a discarded saint is not needed,' and was married off to Gilbert, a margrave rumored to be a barbarian. Unlike the rumors, Gilbert acted gently, and Mia had expectations for her new life at the margrave's estate, but he coldly told her, 'There is no love in this marriage.' The first volume of a gripping and serious love fantasy about a discarded, devoted saint and a margrave with his own hidden motives and deep obsession. [This is the collected volume version of the episodic release 'Even If I Am an Unloved Saint'.] [Contents] 'Even If I Am an Unloved Saint' Episodes 1-5, and a new manga chapter drawn for this volume.